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Chemo Deux!

Surprise party

Wow, what a day! And what better way to shake off a headache and stress than to have a SURPRISE CHEMO PARTY!! My husband and family are truly the best! I had been feeling anxious about tomorrow's (Monday's) treatment session, and I walked into Brindle's ice cream shop and was greeted by many warm, loving faces. I was thoroughly surprised, and responded with smiles and happy tears, followed by lots of laughter -- exactly what I needed! I'm now feeling more positive about going in tomorrow. Was really anxious about it, but now I just want to get on with it -- one step closer, right? So bring on the poison. I am determined to fight hard and conquer this. And all the amazing love, support and encouragement from family and friends is literally giving me strength. It is truly a blessing. I cannot thank you all enough.;) "It is possible to be content in every situation. Don't let your well-being depend on your circumstances. Instead, connect your joy to my precious promises: I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go. I will meet all your needs. Nothing in all creation will separate you from my love.". ~Romans 8:38-39

Posting comments

I know a lot of people have had difficulty posting comments on my blog, and I'm sorry it's been frustrating and confusing. Here is the simplest way to do so: Click "comments;" Click "Add comment;" Type your comment in the box; Under the box, where it says "comment as" select "Name/URL;" Then "Continue" and "Publish." I appreciate you all for taking the time, and whether you are able to comment or not, I am grateful to you for following me on this journey. I can feel your support, and it means the world to me. Hugs, Kim

Hair cut

I had a few inches cut from my hair this weekend, in hopes of making it a bit less dramatic when I lose it. I intended to go much shorter, but at the last moment I decided I wasn't ready. My mom and I also picked out some hats and scarves that will help me to feel a little less self conscious when the time comes. Feeling much better this week, and have a better appetite. And I will enjoy and appreciate every minute of feeling "well" during this week of recovery. I will be having my second treatment next Monday. Love to all!! ;)

Hi everyone. I'm feeling a little better today, aside from weakness and minimal appetite. All the healthy foods I had been eating in the past weeks, I cannot have at this time. It is what it is; I will eat what I can. I'm told this will all go by fast, yet the light at the end of the tunnel seems so very far away. When i think of how many more treatments I still have to go, i am daunted. I guess that's normal at this point. But one day at a time, I will get there. I catch myself feeling unmotivated, but I force myself to get outside and be active when I can. It helps to soak up the sun and the cool air. My dad spends afternoons with me and the boys. We take walks, and play. They love their Grandpapa..:) Thank you to my wonderful family and friends for your continued love and support!